I am amazed at how well I’ve been sleeping. I thought I’d have a lot of trouble falling to sleep and staying asleep.

I attribute that to the fact that I am no longer listening for him to fall.

I know he’s not there, he’s not going to fall, thus all that light sleeping I’ve done for all these years has immediately slipped into *you could set a bomb off next to my head and I won’t wake* sleep.

Although a little after 9 each morning Lucy decides she must go out. We do crawl back into bed (still on the couch) and stay there until my alarm goes off at 10.

Went next door for a little while last night they invited me over for wine and cake to celebrate the daughter’s birthday. Everyone was so sweet. I enjoyed all the hugs I got the best.

Can’t help it, I’ve always been a hugger.