Saw our Attorney and now I have another bill to pay.

I find I get more and more worried about money. How I’m going to pay this or that bill. I feel unsure–have I forgotten something? What happens if? What the fuck am I doing?!

Yeah. Not fun.

Had a mini panic attack after making two wrong turns getting to the Attorney’s office. Actually had to sit in the van and collect myself before going in.

I find I keep having mini melt downs. One of these days that big one is going to hit and hit hard. I dread it.

Had one at the Attorney’s office and his GSD, who, it seems is a fixture there, rushed over to give me a big furry doggy hug. He’s a sweetheart of a rescue boy.

Lucy didn’t mind his scent on me, she was more intrigued. I got thoroughly sniffed. Her tail wagged a mile a minute.

Dogs, can’t live without them if you are a dog person. I never want to be without one.

Today’s Tee.