Category Archives: MS related

Too bad we didn’t get things done before his MS got so bad.

     I feel bad for The Curmudgeon on the days where I wish a project could be done around here, when he says he can do it, and I know he can’t.  I know I shouldn’t but I tell him all the ways he can’t do it. 

     Afterwards I know I should kick myself for doing it, but I KNOW how much he can and cannot do. 

     There is no way he can put up drywall in the kitchen, new lighting, and (fake) tin ceiling.  I’d kill to get it done.  I have a lovely floor in there and the rest of the kitchen, other than the cabinets, looks a wreck.

     The master bedroom still needs drywall on walls and ceiling too.  Never going to get done, I need to resign myself to that fact.

     It is depressing to say the least…However, I will do what I can do and to heck with what I can’t.

     You all have a good one.

English: Drywall Self-owned, released to PDI wish my kitchen looked like this, mine  has paneling and it sucks.  If I could get the kitchen and bedroom this far, I can paint!!!

Another day of MS fogginess for The Curmudgeon

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     The Curmudgeon was all befuddled yesterday because his routine suffered interruption by some religious idiots knocking on our door.  It threw him so far off, that he forgot to take his morning medications, thank you very much you useless fools who knock on doors trying to force your religious views on others.  Be glad I was asleep.

     Once I woke up, I managed to get things back in order.  I’m so glad I’ve taken to checking his pill containers twice a day to see if he took his morning and evening pills.  

     Yes, his MS is affecting his brain function.  If he doesn’t do things in a certain order each day, he forgets stuff and gets all muddled.

     You all have a good one.

We continue on, one day and one step at a time

     It scares me to death when The Curmudgeon has a bad spell.   He had a particularly bad one yesterday. 

     He was on the floor and I couldn’t get him up.  I hurt my back trying to do it.  Finally, I called the neighbor for help.  We were fortunate he was home and responded.

     With me already an emotional wreck, this bad spell sent me over the edge. While the neighbor helped him, I fell apart in the kitchen, well away from them so The Curmudgeon couldn’t see me.

     I know he’s frustrated when these things happen.  I am too.  There’s no light on the horizon either, and yet we plod on.

One step back…

   So the appointment at the neurologist didn’t go as hoped.  On the bright side, the MRI of his spine didn’t show any new lesions.  On the dark side, his EEG has them worried.

     Now they want an MRI of his brain with contrast.  He has to have blood work done beforehand because the hospital won’t do the MRI without the blood work.

     His nurse practitioner (with whom he had the appointment) and his neurologist were both in the room at the end of the appointment.  Not something that happens often and something I find a tad disconcerting. 

     There big concern was his one medication, Ampyra.  It can cause seizures.  What they found on his EEGs had them concerned. 

     He is showing more muscle weakness as of late.  His balance is poor and he needs to use the walker and rollator more. 

     I can see the day coming where I will need to get help in for him, and I have no idea how we will manage to pay for that.

     What scares me the most, is that the time to do this, is coming closer at a faster rate.

     Well, we’ll deal with it when it gets here.  For now, as usual, it’s one day at a time.

You all have a good one.

MRI scan with hippocampus indicated

You find the deals where you can

     Between the medications and the vitamins The Curmudgeon takes every day, it’s truly a miracle that he doesn’t rattle when he walks.

     I found a good deal on Amazon for a few of his vitamins, my vitamins, and they had the Turmeric he wanted to start taking.  I ordered, got the  super saver free shipping,  and was surprised and pleased as to how fast they arrived.

     I have to hunt for good deals on the vitamins because he takes so many.  We don’t get any help paying for those things.

     It seems that the vitamin D does help him walk better.  We notice a big difference when he doesn’t take it.  The same goes for all the B vitamins, the C, and whatever else he uses.

     You all have a good one and remember March is MS awareness month!

EEG is over now we wait…and wait…and wait

     I always wish test results were instant.  I hate waiting for them.  We probably won’t know anything for at least a week. 

     The Curmudgeon could not get home fast enough after they removed all the wires and glue-like crap.  He’d not showered for three days–this is a man who showers at least once a day.  It took three scrubbings for him to get most of the stuff out of his hair.

    He has three patches on his face where the ‘glue’ took off skin.  He’s not thrilled.  I’m disappointed that he wouldn’t let me get a picture of him in his scarf and fancy gauze covered wire braid.  He has no sense of humor sometimes.

     You all have a good one.

You don’z hab a scarf on, we knowz you now!

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Update on what’s going on with The Curmudgeon this week.

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     The Curmudgeon is having an ambulatory EEG done.  This will take three days.  Yesterday began in the very early morning with them attaching wires to his head that run down a sleeve into a machine strapped on his waist.  A microphone is hooked to his shirt.

     He must wear the microphone all the time and use it for a long list of events, such as eating, brushing his teeth, going to sleep, waking up, taking meds, etc. 

He has a list of do and do not things too.  Day one is over, he’s gone to bed, and can’t wait for day three to be here and gone.  He is not a happy camper.  He’s complained about the wires, the kerchief on his head, and everything having to do with this.

    You all have a good one.

Not a good day.

     I woke VERY early to The Curmudgeon yelling.  I leapt out of bed and dashed downstairs to find him flat on the floor and unable to pull himself up into his chair.  I cannot lift him when he’s like this because he’s dead weight.

     I dialed the neighbor’s number, handed the phone to The Curmudgeon, and ran back upstairs to get dressed.  A minute or two after returning downstairs, the neighbor was here to help.

     Our neighbor lifted The Curmudgeon into his chair after a couple attempts.  The rest of the day The Curmudgeon spent recovering.  After a long nap and by dinnertime he was doing better.

     I don’t know what I’d do without our neighbors.

     You all have a good one!

More tests…

     Today The Curmudgeon gets a couple of MRIs .  He will have to do that without me since someone (me)  needs to be home for a delivery. 

     Yesterday he got a phone call about his EEG, they are not happy with what they see.  He has to go back for three different and longer EEGs next month.  Yes, it is scary. 

      You all have a good one.

A day on the phone = frustration.

     Lately it’s been one medication scare after another.  It’s bad enough The Curmudgeon’s cards keep changing along with whatever pharmacy that works with them, but then we get the phone call scares. 

     The service calls–robotic–at the speed of light it rattles off a number to call back and tells us it is important that we respond.  Now I’m pretty darned quick at taking down a number but when I have to find a pen while the machine is jet propelling through the number, I don’t get the number down before the damned robot hangs up.

     Thus the panic sets in because I have no idea whose medications they were calling about.  The robot never said.  Were they mine or The Curmudgeon’s?

     I call the mail order service network.  I ask is it mine or his.  Well then they start with the Hippa regulations–look honey, we signed all those papers I can know his stuff and he can know mine get over yourself.

     We are not  incompetent, or incapable of taking care of ourselves.  Neither are we doddering elderly mentally incapacitated people so do not treat us as if we are.  Do not give me BS.  Give me answers!

Vitamin D improvement a fluke or for real?

     The Curmudgeon was having real bad Tuesdays after he had his Avonex shot on Monday nights.  So, we tried something new this week.  After he had his shot, he took a double dose of vitamin D 1000 mg.

     Surprise, he had a good Tuesday this week.  Wow.  Okay, now in hopes that this isn’t a wild fluke, he’ll repeat it next week.

     Keep your fingers crossed that we found a way around his bad Tuesdays.

     You all have a good one!

If my words offend thee–look elsewhere.

     Okay, I will probably offend anyone in the nursing profession.  So if you like me, and you are or were in the nursing profession, don’t read today’s post.

     We were forced to have a ‘nurse’ visit us yesterday.  The Curmudgeon’s insurance company sent her.  First, she was to arrive between 2 and 3 that was fine with me that’s when I am at my best.  Then, she called asking if she could come earlier (between 12:30 and 1) because she had a couple of cancellations and we were her last appointment.  Translation: She wanted to get this done early so she could go goof off the rest of the day.

     Upon her early arrival before noon, she came in asking for his medication list, blasted questions at him so fast he missed them and I made her repeat the questions.  She didn’t like that.  Tough.

     I then at one point asked her exactly how many MS patients she’d  seen in her short life.  (Yes, she was very young…and dumb.)  She hadn’t seen more than one or two.  Did she know that MS was different in almost every patient?  What did she know about the medications he is on for his MS? 

     She wasn’t very bright and she didn’t think well on her feet at all.  Sort of reminded me of another nurse…. I hope they don’t send her back for any reason or for that matter I hope they don’t ever send any other nurses who have no idea what MS is like.

     You all have a good one.